horrible week and its gonna get worse

May 9th, 2007 by choirrawks

every single day i have reasons to stay back till so late!!!

but next week even better, i have math,GP and Chem test on monday itself… Jia You=)

hahha, but there were exciting things too=0 i went for CF comm interview, haiss got emotional.. and the attchment interview: SO FORMAL!! was super duper ultra nervous! But, i jus hav to entrust the result to the Lord=) cos His will will be done.

hmmm… may my life in AC gets better

actual birthday!

May 1st, 2007 by choirrawks

hmmm

kind of boring though, i watched spiderman today=) but it wasn’t very very great, but is great!

haha, slept a lot today since i sleep at only 8am this morning…

oh, and i had a great dinner, wore new clothes( but i still lack of shirts and heels and accersories and bags!! ) hahha, and had cake too=)

felt really happy tt many ppl remembered my birthday!!!!

okok, seriously got to start studying for tml’s test soon!!!

love ya all! muaks=)

actual birthday!

May 1st, 2007 by choirrawks

hmmm

kind of boring though, i watched spiderman today=) but it wasn’t very very great, but is great!

haha, slept a lot today since i sleep at only 8am this morning…

oh, and i had a great dinner, wore new clothes( but i still lack of shirts and heels and accersories and bags!! ) hahha, and had cake too=)

felt really happy tt many ppl remembered my birthday!!!!

okok, seriously got to start studying for tml’s test soon!!!

love ya all! muaks=)

photos frm celebration in ichiban

April 30th, 2007 by choirrawks

pictures taken during celebration=)

Dsc00587 yeahhh, love my birthday peach ice-cream=) nice right? so sweet of them!

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sexy6 and pheaktra @ ichiban

Dsc00600 prezzie!! look closely at the card, so naughty and cute of them!! =)

some random and nice photos:

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okay, that is all folks=)

Birthday=)

April 30th, 2007 by choirrawks

Sexy6 roxs!!!

hahha, today, i couldn’t go to school as i was sick, but it did not dampen my spirit!!! cause i’m going to celebrate and meet up with my clique at night and chat non-stop!! hehhe

so after the rest in the morning, i woke up at 1pm and go through the lecture notes tt i have missed in the morning, gosh, there are so many things to study and man… chem!! seriously, i need help for my upcoming chem test on wednesday.. ok, enough abt it…

excitedly, i dressed up and went out, instead of meeting my friends first, i went to meet up with annie hoping to get our cert, however, on my way, my heel broke!! ahh, this is the first time something like this happen to me!! but i managed to super duperly glue it back..

when, i met up with the sexy6 and pheaktra, i really enjoyed myself as i chat and eat.. hahha, seriously, wat they got me is sooooo cute!!! a duckie, a card tt says i’m 70!! lol=) and also, a naughty naughty gift =0 hahaha, i’m not going to say but anyway i really love them to bits!!! such great friends to chat and be with=)

finally went home with sumin by taking a big round home, but was glad i did tt as we chatted a lot abt diff stuff, esp the time on the bus where we were like some lunatic, laughing non-stop!! haha, and someone kept staring at us but we didn’t stop laughting=)

though today is not my actual birthday but still it was great!

love ya guys!!!! muaks=)

WoW!!!!

April 29th, 2007 by choirrawks

Seriously, God is Just SO AWESOME!!!

He totally knows what is going on in my life and has blessed me so abundently with such great friends around me! ( you know who you are!) really want to thank all of u guys who hear me out, see me crying and times when i pour my hearts out to those friends but i didn’t cry…

totally in sunday school, through the message in Romans 15:1-7, God have really speak into my hearts, remainding once again to love my neighbours, regardless of what they have done to me, be it tuanting me, hurt me so deeply that it has left nothing but fear and a shadow in my life, i will still love them and be selfless. So Lord, help me and be with me, give me the courage to do so as i will continue to pray about it.. Also, i will learn to lead a life of your desire and Godly! =)

Anyway, this has been both an awesome week and a ‘ wanting to tear myself apart’ week.. so praise the Lord!! =0

oh!! can’t wait for tml!!! we are so gonna chat like mad=) love ya guys lots =)

WoW!!!!

April 29th, 2007 by choirrawks

haha

April 26th, 2007 by choirrawks

nothing much happened, been really busy and nothing fun is going in my life!!!! errrrr… i feel really deprived and totally lack of social life… haizzz.. talked to annie yesterday and i felt really refreshing, since it has been a really long time we last met and chat..

hmmm, i was thinking, sorry abby!! i’m really busy and and stress up tt i delayed ur email for 2 weeks already… i’ll replay soon ya=)

haizz.. hasn’t been really happy or anything tt can cheering me up so far..

sobzzz!!!

busy

April 22nd, 2007 by choirrawks

gosh…

i have never really experience what is stress, but this week, i have finally experience it. it is crazy… i was really stress early this week because of math, but really have to praise the Lord for leading my through.

after tt, i had many things going on tt week like CCA event and i was even sick on tuesday(err, didn’t rest much, spent most of my time studying and a watched some TV). I had so many things tt by the time i went home, i was really tired and didn’t do much work. Things starts to pile up.

however, the most horrible period is thursday night, i reached home at 6.30pm. my work accumulated so much tt i have to finish my 12 articles and 4page econs essay tt night. in the end, i was so stress tt i can’t finish tt i called my sister to buy coffee for me. finally i finished my GP articles in 4 hrs. by the time i proceed to econs, i was really tired. therefore, after planning and writing 2 and a half paragraph, i fell asleep.

on friday, i managed to finish my 4page essay in 1hr during my break. finally, when the day ends, i was totally drained out both physically and mentally. hence, i didn’t go for CF and went home to rest.

this experience is not going to end anytime soon but i believe Lord will make me stronger after 2 years and during this duration, He will always be there for me like through this week. THanks Lord!!

mixed feelings

April 5th, 2007 by choirrawks

today is the 5th but yesterday was both horrible and wonderful at the same time…haizz…

in the morning, i realised tt i forgot to pack in my lecture pad and tt means i forgot to bring my GP essay!! i was like shoots shoots!! cause it is the last day for me to hand in my essay… so during GP lesson, i explain to my teacher and she says that she will just hav to minus 1 mark off my essay. At that moment, i was really really sad as 1 mark can determine fail or pass, however, immediatly after thinking tt way, i realise that, minus 1 mark wouldn’t be of any difference cause my GP is so pethatic as it always fail like my first GP essay.. i felt terrible not because of mdn taking away 1 mark off, but really how disgusting my command of english is, tt i jus wanna cry my hearts out til it reaches the floor…

but i tried to suppress my emotions after feeling really moody for errrr… 10mins. so, the rest of the day was alright for me as i could forget abt the horrible emotions kept deep in me most of the time.

one of the happiest moment was when i went to the briefing for attchment programme!!! i believe the people ard me knows tt i really want to become a researcher when i grow up as it was something that i really hope to fulfill since young like 10? but pls don’t think it is rubbish cause i wanted it since young, but something tt is really close to my heart. when one of the criteria is to have A for english, my heart jus dropped out as i had B3 for english.. but i jus really have to entrust it to the Lord as he is the sovereign of my life and i’ll do my best, hoping it is the path Lord has for me..

Last but not least, i had CF after sch, it was really fun and had my own emotions out as i worshipped,crying my hearts out to the Lord abt my problems.. and i felt so much better after tt!! later, we had dinner and did some ministering whivh i felt great and learnt some stuff too=) thanks lilin!!